Zombies Can Eat Chocolates?

2011-04-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

Masks, and Defiance

by Pete Aaron

Sound was all around as the confessions ripped through

like staccato the noise was meant to be the truth

yet beneath the whirs and zips and chimes

a cry was born, and was a lie.

Masks came on, the souls came out

freeze dried and stored for later use

as a facade, a wall, a guise, these masks made men

from lowly wage.

Ambition wrecked the hungry hearts

the brilliant minds sought utility

for selfish needs, and false allies

instead of closeness, or open minds.

the music is a savior

the music is a sign

however mighty the false cloak we wear

there shall always be defiance

liberation, and those still aware.

2011-03-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

"heal my heart & make it clean,
open up my eyes to the things unseen.

show me how to love, like You have loved me.

break my heart for what breaks Yours,

everything i am for Your kingdom's cause,

as i walk from earth to eternity."

- Hosanna

2011-03-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

the times when we were bombarded with piles of homework & assignments, we yearn for freedom and abundance of time to do the things we like. and now, it's like.... omg i'm so bored, i'm starting to count my hair!! ran out of movies/ dramas to watch, laptop lags whenever i start playing RE5. WHATCHA WANT ME TO DO. Think about the future? Sure, but.....

Yeap.

2011-01-25T23:26:00.001+08:00

FML, period..

2010-12-31T21:26:00.001+08:00

i am thankful for?!
another year is ending. how quick! when i have just adjusted to writing dd/mm/10, now it’s dd/mm/11?! woaaaah. time for ___ reflection ___ (okay! time to look out for your names)
hmm, starting with the basics:
•Family - extractions from the naggings proved useful as advice and encouragement. I love you Grandma! <3
•An awesome IAP experience (SAY WOOOO DS TEAM!)
•An awesome Poly experience with the awesomest class ever with a loving class mentor :D

Life Stars:

•Clique - you guys have made the whole 3 years in school wonderful! although we have lil time left, i’m still soooo grateful for all the moments we had :D

•Gayathre K. Mogan aka B-Word - who would ever get a BFF that sticks with you even if the sky falls down? Me! :) thanks for always being there, even if you know i’m the one at fault, you still gave me the support. we’ve perfectly demonstrated that friendly affection doesn’t need to be spoken through words! awww, you’ll still have alot of suffering to bear with me. put on your seatbelt man!

•Rie - bff that screams at insects causing reduction of half their lifespan. her ears are made for me to rant. mwaahaha. thanks for always being here + being auntie with me (because no one will ever do what we do at OUR AGE)

•Stella Brella Snailie Snailla Severus Snape Wong (my loveee) - gosh, it’s the start of 7 years knowing you. Loud sigh. AHAHA! Thanks for your constant “Ohh Ok” replies, i know you’re listening to my rants :) Can never get enough of your epic OCD habits and you’re sarcastic statements when you’re annoyed at someone (she who must not be named….) You’ll never fail to entertain and make my day! Last note, I’ll still follow whatever you decide! HAHAHA. Oh, starbucks coming friday or what?

•Kit & Nis - woah, been such a long time of knowing you two who are closer than sisters! am thankful for all the fun we had in our outings. even if we’re busy, i’m still thankful for you two GB mates! <3

•Jiggly Ng - there’s only 1 thing i can be thankful for, letting me know such an epic person. HAHAHAHA!! ultimate blur sotong with malfunctioned ears. Thanks for listening to me, even if you’re blur :) love you deep deep, and you’ll forever be more manly than me (ADMIT IT)

•Twiggy Michelle - never found someone more similar, but smarter and prettier. love your ever entertaining (although seemingly gross) comments and i’m glad for the time we had (even if it was so short) loveee!

•Sandy Battie Batthya Devi - awww, you have great gossip girl potential. HAHA! enjoyed all starbucks times with you, just love having you as a friend!
•Friends - glad that you guys made 2010 good, be it love, hurt, joy, pain or sorrow. many lessons to learn, many things to get over. thanks for putting up with my nonsense, i know it’s annoying sometimes. apologies!

no doubt, the first few months of 2011 is going to be quite a living hell, particularly in terms of school work and blooodddyyyy exams. i’d just pray and hope that the rest of 2011 is FULL OF SURPRISES (good ones, that is)! :D
new beginnings? naah, just a fresh pickup point from where i left off, in the continous journey of ahems - life.

2010-11-20T15:26:00.000+08:00

'oh simple thing, where have you gone?' just when i thought work had stole my life and i longed for my books. now the books have come, and i wanna flee! life is bleak, for now. test test test test test test test. testosterone, progesterone, oral contraceptives, pharmacology -.- blah blah. i kinda admire people who show pure nonchalance, they don't bother, they don't care. saying more would just jeopardize everything.

anymoos, watched the final harry potter movie part 1 :( rest in peace, my loyal cute lil thing. thanks for crying with me, jenna! (wouldve felt like the only fool sobbing away)

2010-11-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

emo day, emo song and thus emo lyrics :(

" 나를 더 사랑하게 만들지 못한 내 잘못이죠
내가 더 사랑해서 만들어버린 내 잘못이죠
내 마음만큼 나를 더 사랑하게 하지 못했었던 거였죠
내 잘못이죠 "

saw two people today dressed up exactly like you. i just cannot get over it.

2010-10-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

gosh!! *dies while watching video* this song has been on continuous replay for 2 days now :D can't wait their album, poster and photocards to arrive! omgomgomgomg~

2nd week of school has ended and i... wanna die :x argh.

2010-10-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

kbox was funnnn :D sang songs that don't even make sense. example: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CQZDiko2xg

can't get that song out of my head... ladies night tomorrow :D can't wait.

2010-10-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

a song with just 10 words. I know... right.

2010-10-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

oh, modern family is a good comedy! thank goodness they're renewed for season 2 :) besides serials, i have a book to recommend! i know, i don't usually read.. marie introduced it (thanks marie! :D), i found it quite interesting and true enough, 3 days and i'm already halfway through. considering i bought the last book of Harry Potter for a year, and it's collecting dust on my shelf. go ahead, mock me :(

behold, the book i'm talking about.. All We Know of Heaven - Jacquelyn Mitchard. Here's a synopsis:

"Two girls, Bridget and Maureen, who are so similar and yet so different at the same time. They have nearly

identical body shapes, have the same colored hair and eyes, and even share many of the same mannerisms and characteristics. They've been best friends for several years, and yet there's a part of Maureen that understands that Bridget considers her to be her friend out of convenience, and for what she can provide for her.
Then there is an accident, a deadly one, and the lives of two girls and their families are forever changed. One girl dies, one girl lives. One family buries their daughter, one rejoices and yet fears over the fact that their daughter, now forever changed, lies unconscious and unknowing in a hospital bed. Yet through it all, interspersed throughout the pages of the story, are the tangled thoughts of a young woman, who is unable to grasp even the simplest words and put them to the images she sees, yet who understands the concept that she's not the girl everyone seems to think she is.
The wrong daughter buried, the wrong family rejoicing. Fear, regret, heartbreak, happiness, hope -- and with it all, through it all, tinged by it all, lies guilt. Guilt that one girl survived, and one didn't. Guilt that one mother once hoped her daughter might die, to spare them all the pain of a long recovery. Guilt that one family's prayers seemed to be answered, and another's joy was cut short. Guilt that one girl is not the other, could never be the other, and yet seems to be stepping into the life that girl left behind."

2010-10-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

eventful half of the week! i splurged... that feeling can't be ignored. i wondered where all my pay went. my dad was right, i'll probably end up bankrupt one day with such poor financial management. haha! too broke to be nonchalant about splurging like this, especially when i don't even recall what i wasted ka-chings on. ahh, typical -.- my mom and dad noticed i grew fatter, just that my mom was the one who voiced it out loud (fyi, i'm sure my parents love me.. thats why they needed to tell me the hard truth) HAHA. mind says i need to do something about it, body says well you can wait, food says eat me! it's complicated. oh well, probably start soon, NYAA needs to be completed anyway *motivation, tadaaa*

cheers to a fat and broke eliz!!

2010-10-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/10/02/man-arrested-in-fatal-hit-and-run-involving-spore-student/

sigh, another sad tragic death :(

2010-10-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

this is maximum cuteness! omgoodness. dedicated to jiggly, if only you were as cute as this! i'll keep you as a pet~

2010-09-24T17:20:00.001+08:00

hols are awesome so far. packed with activities and non-stop fun :) and as predicted, i didn't hit the gym/ pool as oftenly as i wanted to (emo). bid goodbye to weight starting with number 4 :( outing to sentosa was fantastic, except the fact that my skin didn't get any sun because it was raining! GRAAAH. how unsatisfiying. got the chance to touch grandma's ancient mahjong tiles. wooots~ it was fun even though i kinda sucked. HAHA. anyhow, here's a movie i need to watch. always welcome watch it with me! :D

2010-09-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

for all the cheaters. reminiscing songs from old school.

2010-09-12T02:09:00.000+08:00

September's Favourite: Pretty Little Liars

goodness, this show completely took up the entire saturday (not that i mind, at all) with just 10 episodes in the first season. the suspense is intense! oh and not to mention, the lezzing scene? =x completely unexpected. It's like "The L Word" + "Ghost Whisperer" + "When a stranger calls" + "Desperate Housewives" back-tracked to their teen years. Not to mention, most of the girls in this show is smokin' hot. Out of luck though, season 2 returns only in 2011. DRAMA MAMA IS BACK! :) Spice up my oh-so-boring-holidays with unlimited american series/ movies. Not forgetting, all my beloved shows are returning with a new season this september. I love my life, period.

90210, Gossip Girl - 13th
House - 20th (can't wait for awesome season 7)
Big Bang Theory, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Fringe - 23rd

"you look at me I turn away, what can I say" - lyric quoted from a song, my dearest friend wrote. lol :)

oh i can't wait for monday now. i just ate a sinful supper! more love handles baby~ nooooo!

2010-09-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

I feel like I owe you everything because you were there when I had nothing.

People are gonna shout at me if they hear me say that. Truth is, I only owe you an apology for not being able to reciprocate your feelings. So why do I still constantly feel this huge burden like I owe you my life. This is sooooo hard *pulls hair*

2010-09-10T17:28:00.000+08:00

attachment is over! time to partyyyy (but i kinda miss the drugstore now :( )
FOC events coordinator -.- time to organize plenty of activities with khakis
giving up on being concerned, cos i don't get paid. lol. plus it'll never work out!
training starts on monday! eggcited or what.
12 hour sleep really gives you real bad hair.
my specs broke on me. wth!? -.-
talking on the phone with gayu brought back so much memories~! <3

2010-09-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Lord, my life to you I bring.
May each song I have to sing,
Be to you a lovely thing...
In your time.

2010-09-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

hip hip hoorrayyy. blogger's finally working -.- argh!
it's such a happy day today. darlings came, friends came. awesome! :) thanks for making my last days in the DS enjoyable. looking forward to many many many activities with you guys!

2010-09-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

WTFFFFFFF. Skin's screwed again. Blogger is such a bitch -.- ARGGH

2010-09-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

yay, it's back to normal now. there's an improved version of the blogskin, how nice! sad part, i lost all your links. so dearest friends, please tag if you want me to link you :)

3 freaking days left! :D

2010-09-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

finally an update on my not so interesting life. 4 days till attachment at DS is over. who would expect to have so much fun with crazy people! certainly looking forward to jigg-wigg-adventures! loool, can't wait till jiggly exclaims in horror when she sees the fishes x)

sleep's been unkind to me, the same old recurrent dreams. and tada, made me do an update to pour all feelings out. it's amazing how things have changed, feelings have changed, relationships have changed within a short time. my dearest friend, where exactly are you? i miss those times when ranting the little things that make my life so weird yet interesting seem like an entertainment to both of us. hey, remember you told me to get highlights almost a year ago? i did it, finally.. not the colour that you suggested, but oh well, i wished you were here to laugh at how screwed it is. there's too much i need to tell you, and i know you have so much you wish you could say. if you're reading this, hey i miss you! :( i just hope you're safe wherever you are, Gee.

2010-06-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

china and hk trip was beyond awesome. wasn't so much about the projects, ultimately we're there to have fun right? :) lucky us! the mini-kaya project was fun though. shopping in china is a must. it's honestly cheap. singaporeans like us had a lil difficult adjusting to their food culture, cos food's generally more oily there. upside is, they give really HUGE portions. 2 weeks was spent really well. most memorable: HK wax museum (with that House of Horror). Craziest time ever! :)

oh well, back to work @ drugstore.

2010-05-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

yay, finally done with the last-full-workday @ retail. can't wait to start misc week now. pretty sure it's gonna be fun :D darling michelle is leaving soon! :( will miss her retarded songs and the "yellow" talks. ahaha!

having bad vibes about the china trip. it's either gonna be very last minute or it'll be cancelled. noooo~

2010-05-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

woah, blog's dead \o/

now i actually learnt to appreciate the life @ SOC. after awhile, they're just too busy and you become insignificant. great! life at retail isn't so bad also. hmm, bound to have annoying arses. JD's one, so are those product promoters. to that fat promoter, thanks for saying it so loudly. i know i have itchy hands, but you have a big butt :) apologies, i can't keep things in.. bad for health!

thank goodness for a public holiday coming friday! it'll mark a good ending @ retail pharm. CHINA & DRUGSTORE is up next. Should probably consider buying a portable DVD player (made in china) as entertainment in the drugstore? x_x

blog's gonna rot for another few weeks at least. until next time~

2010-05-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

end of work @ inpatient pharmacy. OMG I DONT WANNA LEAVE! :( just not yet.
i'll miss the big cosy pantry, i'll miss all the pretty pharmacists (AHAHA!), and i'll miss the bruneians + nyp seniors. thanks for the fun! really enjoyed time working there especially when there's a radio.. don't worry, i'll make a comeback. just you wait :)
additional statement: you won't realise how retarded michelle can be until you work with her. it's proven.

yay, here comes retail pharmacy :) no radio this time, michelle you need to sing to me already!

2010-04-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

hey dude, i hope you cheer up soon.

2010-04-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

good friday & easter sunday is over! :) sadly, only attended good friday service. thought the sermon was especially good. amanda reprimanded us for skipping church nowadays. i honestly..... cannot wake up. sigh, gotta try, will try, must try!

yay, 1 more week at SOC and i'm out of that place for good. argh, i'll just grit my teeth and run through this entire week. it'll pass quickly, i hope :)

throughout the weeks, i've never laughed as much as when i'm with snailie, battie, kit & arissa. today was so epic... even 'clash of the titans 3D' had epic scenes. woah, i want medusa's head ! put it above my bed, hmm :x

to the lady who said arissa & i didn't finish our veg: it's spicy. you can have the honour being my rubbish bin and eat it all. i do not have some lifestyle problem. tsk -.-

2010-03-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

it's gonna be the middle of week 3. OH MY GOD! :) actually, i don't wanna leave level 1 SOC anymore. But, it's the last day at level 1 tomorrow :( Don't know whether to be happy or sad. Gonna be stuck in that small small B1 SOC now. Wooo, thanks Melissa for the signing a whole lot of crap for me! I feel bad troubling you. Prepare for the hellish nightmare - at B1 :\

Happy Birthday, BATTIE! :) Will see you on thursday.

2010-03-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

exhausting start of week 2. legs have been acting weird lately. results were out, gpa dropped. somehow, i can't seem to be the person who maintains the score. i'll just keep deproving :( why ah! honestly tried my best, just wasn't really happy with medmicro. hmm.. after what i heard from cousins, i think i kinda gave up and thats why i wasn't really affected whereas my mom made a hell big deal about it -.- tsk, moms....

approaching the middle of the week. HOORAYY! Fatal mistake spotted early today, OMG! I packed Prednisolone instead of Famotidine. omgomgomgomgomg :( Good that it wasn't Godzilla who caught it. I would have burnt to death instantly.

2010-03-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

here comes the weekend! :D caught up with sleep deprivation. made 1 mistake yesterday, spotted by Barney. Wrong quantity, again... Think pharmacy's ultimately not my thing :x Wonder what i'll land up doing next time, toilet cleaner? Had a bad dream that I failed PMT with a ridiculous score of 9/25. HAHAHA! -.-
That reminds me, results on the 23rd. I wanna know, but I don't wanna know :(

Summary of the first week of work:

1) Hate the manufacturer of Omeprazole, 7 in a strip. Difficult to count lah! Make me detest those patients with odd numbers of Omeprazole cos I need to pack them ._. (7,14,21,28,35........)

2) Hate calcium acetate as well. I don't like counting tablets.
3) Do not belittle Warfarin. Tablets are sooooo small but have so many drug interactions.

4) Interventions are so much more frequent in real working world. I took pharmacotherapy for granted :(
5) Studying is really better than working. Fact that we're constantly being protected under the arms of our loving teachers. Reality check, such cruel and cold working world. Honestly, I miss school so very much :(

6) Bye Michelle :( I'll miss you although we're just 1 level apart. HAHA!
7) Thanks to Michelle, we now have interesting names for the key personnel in SOC. Veryyy interesting.
8) Made a total of 3 mistakes, the guilt.... ahhhh!

2010-03-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

:S 3rd day in SOC. pretty good so far. 2 mistakes in a row (after-lunch-sleepiness) caught by the pretty pharmacist :( totally felt overwhelming guilt..... bound to happen, i know. more to come, just hope the mistakes are discovered early. hope to do better tomorrow!

tomorrow marks the last day mich & i will be working together :( it'll be super lonely w/o her. ahh! we'll catch up during lunch yea? :) also realized intensity of bitchiness can be measured, must learn to appreciate the nicer bitches. LOL

2010-03-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

well, can't say much but it's definitely stressful. understood why seniors said they preferred to study. HAHAHA! first day and it's.... .....hmm, maybe the process of learning would be more fun. plain hearing it is hella horrible. thank god i got michelle :) let's gear up for mission at.... specialist outpatient clinics!! excited or what? =x eeeks. looking at the crowd just now, i'm already intimidated. i'll live through tomorrow & blog again. meanwhile, stack of thick notes to read through >.<

2010-03-15T01:53:00.000+08:00

IT show today was awesome. Hated the massive last-minute crowd, but well, I'm the last minute type. Finally got the cash & opportunity to get a personal cam (though cost was shared w dad) for China trip 3 months from now. Seriously can't help but feel excited already. For attachment - naaa, excitement's gone. Time to stock up office clothes & now I really appreciate school. I wear tees w shorts & flip-flops and I don't really care. Yes, I admit it. Me is a real fashion disaster. HAHAHA! -.-

Hello to my new Olympus T-100 :)

Here's a song for You:

2010-03-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

http://chocolatezombie.wordpress.com/

not switching there yet. just a 2nd blog thing.
maple just gets more fun, even if it's just snailie & battie <3

2010-03-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

it's over!!! (2 days ago) celebrate everyone~
taste of freedom is just priceless. but now that i have freedom, it brings along boredom. gosh! i'll just find something to do eventually.

geek trip with S & S was funnnnnn. and the pictures we took, lol. my "growing anatomy" parts are growing well!! :D grow grow growwww.
can't wait for Kit to come back now, i wanna play MJ !!!!

have decided to switch to wordpress soon :)

2010-03-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

PMT BE GONE! arggh. nose decided to bleed itself again -.-

2010-02-26T02:24:00.001+08:00

well, pp slammed our butts :( praying for the best.

ahh! farewell kit, have a safe and fun journey :) i'll miss my gossipgirl for 12 days! :(
omg, suddenly i feel so sad. i'll be waiting for your grand-comeback stage on the 9th.. AHAH! byeeeeee darl, thanks for the listening ear <3<3

2010-02-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

exams are here. it's the start of horrible mood swings and the ugly side of eliz. sorry, mom & dad. LOL
medmic gave it a good start. disaster #1 is over. DISASTER #2 COMES TOMORROW. hope the paper's not gonna slam people hard on the butts. i'll just try my brain's best.

OMG. Kara's hot, love 'Lupin' !~

2010-02-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

“Slow down, you crazy child…You’ve got so much do to, and only so many hours in a day… Slow down, you’re doing fine. You can’t be everything you want to be before your time.”

-Billy Joel, Vienna

this just gave me a reason more to slack. wooo! AHAHA.

2010-02-15T13:44:00.002+08:00

happy lunar new year! :) shall show off my chinese for abit. dont get the chance to do that often~
祝你新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，学业进步，年年有余，心想事成。thats all. lol

first day of new year was good. relatives came, and there were reallyyyy good food. CNY + Exams = total fatness. I'll munch bak kwa while memorising, drink packet drinks, pinch on some cookies and my favourite.. spicy prawn fillings in fried ____ skin.

pictures~ my nieces and nephews are cute ttm.

2010-02-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

'You make me smile like the sun,
Fall outta bed,
Sing like a bird,
Dizzy in my head.
Spin like record,

Crazy on a Sunday night'

Uncle Kracker - Smile

o yea. this is how you make me :)

2010-02-13T03:11:00.000+08:00

RIP alexander mcqueen, i love your designs. they are simply too boomzxzx.
happy chinese new year eve~! doesn't even feel like cny though. hmm

oh noo, i screwed my therapy today :(

starbucks was fun though. long talks are good, we should do that more often ;) & introducing.......
The Rx - discover the change of jazz. "The Rx" is such a good name! We'll be rapping prescriptions and er, sing with mortar & pestle? HAHA! For more info, visit: http://www.morbid--reveries.blogspot.com/

2010-02-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

happy birthday sooyoung! :D omg, ILOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEYOU (yea i know, fangirl crazy)

my heart went up to my head, and now, it's throbbing like hell. someone find a cure for exhaustion, but don't ask me to sleep early. i just can't :P

2010-02-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

after so many years, i still love her best :) her songs never fail to describe the situations in life.
Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch (my breakup song. LOL)

and now, it's The Game of Love - Michelle Branch

2010-02-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

i had the weirdest, saddest dream about Stella Wong :'( It was only a 1 hour 40 minutes nap but it felt long (like a drama) and very sad. Struggled to wake up from it.

Here's the story:

I somehow predicted Snailie was going to lose all her memories, become a vegetable. Everyone knew including her. That day finally came, Snailie hugged my parents (LOL?) and of course, me. My eyes were like Nigeria waterfalls. Then CUT, dream ended. Could never forget Snailie's last sentence....

"I'll never remember 14th of february, nor 29th of October..." she said with teary eyes, so filled with remorse. Snailie, don't you ever forget.. 14th Feb, Valentine's Day.. 29th Oct, your birthday!

Omg, it was sad but this is how much I treasure her.

2010-02-01T01:45:00.001+08:00

finally you've decided to make my life a less torturing living hell (that was years ago -.-) glad you at least planted some brain seeds or maybe you just switched your targets. poor victims. aren't things great now. hey listen, i do not owe you anything. so yea, continue to let those brain seeds grow. kind reminder, we're freaking 19 years old, act like one.

guess i'll watch "my ex" on our favourite webby with instant popcorn. bio-clock remains screwed.

2010-01-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

:( sadness. i got mugged. people, make sure you cuff every single thing to your arms when you head down to bugis. it's a cursed place for robberies and all. happened to me, could happen to you too.

omg, i loved my phone. see lah, CNY is not even here yet and i'm already losing huge money. no scoldings though, since i'm like 19 years old (already...) dad just doesn't wanna pay for a new phone, asked me to pay for my own 2nd hand phone. Ahhhh! My world has crashed into a shitstorm once again.

Sidenote, happy birthday rod! :) & all the best to friends having exams, it'll be my turn soon~ がんばって！

2010-01-29T01:39:00.000+08:00

think i've been neglecting God too much. not that posting a song from 'hillsong' will help to neglect less, but i just like this song. haha. shall wait for sunday to do mass reflection & b.study! somehow i just like doing b.study.

2010-01-29T01:16:00.000+08:00

love the feeling of finishing up a project. be gone, marketing proj! ahhh, conflicting schedules makes my left and right brain clash! -.-

2010-01-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

omgomgomg. been waiting for quite awhile. a short tune can make me so glued, watched it a million times. can't wait till 28th now.

it's back to reminiscing. i think it was some graduation song. stucked in my head since then :) the good old memories.

2010-01-23T01:41:00.001+08:00

nothing else to say but.. exhausted, exhausted, exhausted.

2010-01-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

currently addicted to "always on your side - sheryl crow & sting".. never take things for granted yea.

-.- oh no, i lost my ez-link card.

2010-01-17T00:19:00.001+08:00

ah, finally both GA and PP are back. & they're doing a crossover event again! :) love the crossovers. sloan went to PP and addison went back to GA. honestly, i feel she should join the GA-hula-drama again. no complications of pregnant ladies after she left. ahaha! PP,on the other hand, is incoporating lots of drama. getting wayyyy exciting. Not sure if i'll like the Lexie-Sloan breakup & the cheating on each other thing. Argh. Nevertheless, back to my all american drama routine. Woo!

- i wanna eat ice cream, sit & listen to love songs with you.

2010-01-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

class gathering was awesome. glad to see all of you again :)

became a sad night after the gathering. ahaha! sadness for a beloved friend. hope you'll receive my letter soon :P i forgot that "traditional" letter posting needed stamps. ah, the side effect of technology. the embarassing sequence of events:

walked to marsiling mrt station holding the pink envelope in my hand
headed to the postbox
stopped in front of it, saw an auntie
she was holding an envelope with big big stamps
realized i needed stamps
felt extremely embarassed
walked away....

hahaha!

2010-01-15T03:09:00.004+08:00

swear he's super awesome!! haha i agree, they should put him on Glee.

2010-01-14T02:37:00.007+08:00

fell in love with cucumber tuna sushi. ahhhhh~ stomach went crazy at 2.30am, probably cos i skipped dinner =x gonna grab another pack tmr. "mad world -adam lambert" is the current addiction! :) can't wait for sec 2's class gathering, it's been like.. 4 years, coming 5 years? wooo!
had another nightmare yesterday. think it's the nightmare season for me -.-
anyways, happy birthday, jacinta! :D
the word is "wise" not "old". HAHAHA!

2010-01-13T03:09:00.002+08:00

think i had a fishbone stuck along the oesophagus. weird aching pain whenever i swallow until the food goes over the fishbone. finally ate a whole packet of rice after i came home (home remedy of kit's) and KO-ed. never died, so don't worry :)

some are just plain asses. ay, the shirt was given to you. don't use it to hug some other person. it's wrong! o.o

thanks kit, so needed a listening ear for "the" lame misinterpretation just now. literally sat in front of the screen and cried, for awhile. lol. no matter how long we're gonna stay screwed, i know we'll always be screwed together. that's comforting enough :) i'm there for you, girl!

2010-01-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

muahaha. tumblr's fun... still exploring. i love marie biscuits, yummy! sigh, it's monday already. whaaaat.... -.- addicted to 'empire state of mind'

random.

2010-01-09T03:33:00.003+08:00

open house was kinda chaotic but still, kinda fun. lol
hmm. been reading alot of blogs lately. one thing, i really take my hats off to you ladies who have the courage to do it. i'm not ready to grow up so fast! :S gosh, and those stories freaked me out a lil. c-m-i = eliz.

2010-01-06T21:41:00.002+08:00

slacky week, but open house is here! i'm only excited for the wrong stuffs. HAHA! finally met up with gayu after so long. made a bad day better :)

i think im addicted to tea :S

2010-01-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

current addiction: i want to know what love is - mariah carey <3!

a song speaks a million words, don't they :)

the movie 'inkheart' was aweeesome! if only the stories i read would bring me somewhere else.
if only...........

2010-01-01T21:07:00.002+08:00

happy 400th post, dear blog. as a gift, i tried to change my blogskin... but all failed miserably. either there's a problem with picture hosting or the picture's too blur. GAHHH!! annoying. wasted so much time on it. I'll make it up to you next time!

RIP dear m, you're in a better place now :( i hate it when animals die. even if it's not my pet, it's sad.

school's gonna start soon. wth. argh

2010-01-01T03:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) Hmm, this year's gonna be interesting. Actually, i can't wait for 2010 to end. HAHAHA!! Well, i can imagine another wrinkle growing on my forehead. Another year over, another year older. Negativity aside, it's a fresh start~ :) I love fresh starts. Forget about the wrongs & bads (hmm) Sounds good? :) Oh, it's also the last year of poly. AWESOME!

Resolution is to be more patient, less critical, more encouraging, less critisism, more faithful, less hesitant, more decisive, less fickle, more loving, less doubtful, more understanding, less resentment, learn to stand up for myself (sounds familiar, Gee?) Be a good friend, daughter, lover (well, god knows), teacher. AHAHA! & like what my mom said, less complains.

My 2009 was more of ups than downs, quite a fruitful year. May 2010 be a more fulfilled, frutiful, loving, everything good year for everyone :)

2009-12-31T04:26:00.002+08:00

quickly, a year past us by. it's new year's eve today. time to think of a new year's resolution, but probably just the same things with an exception this year :P 2o1o, besides all the great movies coming out, it's gonna be a the last year of poly (well, almost...) attachment, final year project.. how exciting! :x o dear lord, bless me with a clear mind once school starts again. my head's messed worst than wild grass. those projects.. they drown my soul. lol (saying this for the umteen time~)

'宫心计' is a must watch, especially for period drama lovers like meeee :D next up, '盛世仁杰'.. hopefully it'll be nice. another HK drama-buster. aaahh~

2009-12-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

woahlaa~ church was awesome today. haha sung many many carols (~feliznavidad~~)
sermon was alright. i could still remember the 2 key points snr pastor kept emphasizing.
hmm. nothing much happened after that, except i went home & watched 'where got ghost' and i yelled when my entire family was silent. how embarassing -.-

another day's gna be over. how quick. on a side note, medchem tutorial really suck this time. Oh here are the 2 points :)

have a humble posture in life
have a higher purpose for life

2009-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

heck all the homework for now. it's the festive season! :D

Merry Christmas darlings, loved ones, friends, and special someone. wooooo~ my christmas is gonna be as usual, nothing great. just good food, and time alone with family. well, that sounds good enough :)
thank you for the lovely card, jac! thank you for the box of chocs and a PINK pencil holder, Mrs Oh! hahaha. it's nice receiving gifts. maybe next year onwards, i shall start spending money on gifts for friends (not my usual custom :P)

on a side note, NATIONAL MUSEUM WAS AWESSSOMEEEE. no, you don't see mummified skeletons or anything close. Just real mummies wrapped up in CLOTH. guess they don't wanna reveal anything more. Alot of cool artifacts, statues and such. Since it's free admission for students, you guys should all go ;) lol. i know... it's not the typical teenager thing. oh well.

played MJ aka dry swimming @ kit's place. haven't been touching tiles since ........... 1 year ago?finally got to touch those golden tiles of kit's. ahh! Oh, ive been playing DeadSpace recently. Its mindblowing, brainblowing, nerve wrecking whatever. Sci-fi horror games are the best.

Hmm. Blogsong is changed to my favourite carol of all-time.

a thrill of hope,

the weary world rejoices,

for yonder breaks a new & glorious morn.

2009-12-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

my sister's keeper. thanks for the recommendation, jac! ultimate tear jerker. cried like................ ?? It's sad to let someone go.

"It's over.. Time to go. I need you to do me a favour sissy. You can release me.. " - Made me cry like a fountain. I swearrrr. Omg >_<
Argh. She found herself a boyfriend who was like her, struck with cancer & he died. Made me cry another whole big round. Gosh, these movies are good stress relievers. lol!

2009-12-19T02:17:00.002+08:00

hell's finally over. okay, maybe 1 stage of it. torture week. emotional, physical, mental hazards.
what's comin up? HOLIDAYS, but entirely filled with projects & assignments. ah.

snsd's first live concert tomorrow. i'm excited although i'm not in korea -.- Go girls! :) Perform well. Will be waiting to watch the live concert vid. SY&YOONA~~~~!

awesome 3-D experience today with Kit. My first ever 3D movie (omg *embarassed*) called AVATAR! Graphics were fantastic, long movie but was not boring at all! Blue people w big noses were never so appealing until i watched this. HAHAHA! Theme song was great too :)
Ah, can't wait for christmas party tomorrow. Bought a relatively cute gift for xchange, hopefully will get something nice in return? :X

2009-12-17T00:44:00.001+08:00

DONT GIVE UP ELIZ, DONT GIVE UP!!!! too soon :(

2009-12-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to SoNyuhShiDae for winning Digital Daesang Award & SHINee for winning Samsung YEPP Popularity Award! <3 Continue to work hard, fightinggg~ :)

Winning speech by SNSD was so emotional. lol, everyone was crying. but yeah, you girls deserve it and so much more :D

it's the time to go crazy, because it's commontest and i'm so dead. i've never felt so desperate for time before, take a short nap also cannot -.- *grumpy*

2009-12-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

*explicit content*

joops: "screw your nehneh"
me: "ewww. metal tits? nah. "

LOL! is it me or is this incredibly funny. Argh, good laughter before i walk towards hell. Stella needs to learn how to be mean (from me).

2009-12-10T22:13:00.003+08:00

it's the time to yell the EFF-word again. argh exams are a bunch of BEE-words.

*random* omg, Ad's damn pretty! Liam's still the hottest - 90210.

2009-12-05T13:47:00.002+08:00

:'( feel so weak now after the whole morning "vomit battle". think its food poisoning but mum say its not that serious -.- wth. that reminded me of what mr kelvin asked the other time during tep. LOL! NO I AM NOT pregnant.

i like small fonts! :) & there is never one day i don't think about you for more than 10 times. hmm.

2009-12-05T01:14:00.002+08:00

happy 20th birthday, kwon yuri! <3<3 ahahah! i didn't dare to write 'saranghae' cos i felt gay at first. HAHAHAHA!!! but here, YURI SARANGHAE :)

PMT pract was kinda fun today. While waiting for our turns, we played 'truth or dare'. Ages since i played that. Hmm, interesting answers! Wahaha. Oh, I can't describe the intensity of nervousness. it's overwhelming. i think CNS will break down soon? lol. MONDAY & WEDNESDAY OMG *needs cheesecake badly*

Getting impatient. I want it to happen but I don't want. How ironic.

2009-11-28T13:56:00.003+08:00

happy birthday, dad! :) woooo~ cheesecake mom made was fantastic.

i'm so clueless, don't know when and how to start >.<

2009-11-27T16:52:00.000+08:00

happy thanksgiving day :) i'm thankful for whatever i had, have & going to have. woooo, too bad we don't celebrate in sg. turkeyyyyyy~

2009-11-27T03:01:00.003+08:00

another week gone >.< jamming was aweeesome :) caught up with gayu after so so so so so long. we'll definitely have more time to talk when CT comes :P as usual, a stack of things to do & the list goes on yadaa yadaa~ best news: selected for china! i think everyone got selected, which means.. it's the Meanies & Mafias going. Can't wait! ;) Wooshh. SAW VI's starting is the craziest thing I've seen. GOSH it's horrible *spits out popsicles* But yea, another fantastic creation. Woooo~ violent & bloody movie just before i go to bed. no nightmares pleasee.

2009-11-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

bday surprise went well! ahaaha! :P reena's leaving soon, ahh. take care of yourself, girl!
homework + bible study = not fun, really. can't even breathe, comeon (you'll probably continue to see these complains >.<)

orientation was kinda boring today. but the facts she mentioned about childhood cancer were kinda scary. can't bear to see them go into relapse and leave the world :( well, at least there's 70% survival rate. eeeks, PlayPersonnel have to ensure they get chickenpox & rubella vaccines. Gosh, did i?? Needles are really unfriendly.

sidetracking. i miss gayu alot. T_T we havent sat down for a proper talk since week 1, so it had been 6 weeks. OMG! Time seem to pass xtra quickly this semester. Can't wait to kick me out into attachment site, can you? Arrgh. Oh, i probably need to blog this random thing down.
I TALKED TO A PHARMACIST THROUGH A WEBCAM. No biggie, i just found it fun. Counselling patients just went Hi-Tech babyyy! :D Should probably set up some virtual pharmacy (simulator) for our PS students to practise, it's gonna be so useful :)

Latersss~

2009-11-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

someone drew it for me. LOL - how cute rightttt! There you go, Elizonday (on the left)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TAN! :D hope you like your surprise tomorrow :P

2009-11-18T01:02:00.001+08:00

still one of my favourites. always will be :) here's something to add onto misery i'm already in, U-L-C-E-R @ the back of my mouth. What the, i can't even eat properly.

2009-11-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

argh. caught a damn virus, hella bad flu symptoms. see lah, caused whole din during TEP. and the taste of that chinese herbal flu drink makes me cringe. mummy, no more please :'(
HAHA dad wants to book an appointment for me to do rhinoscopy, like he did. NO WAY! -.-

2009-11-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

yay, finally tvb came out with a new period drama. featuring my all-time HK favourites! ahhh~ excited :) even the title sounds so... period. lol! "beyond the realm of conscience - 宫心计" another palace drama full of backstabbing and betrayal :D

caught a flu though. first sign - sore throat T_T

2009-11-13T01:24:00.003+08:00

HAHAH! cute kid.
Bloodduh..

Ah, homeworks' chasing me in my dreams.

2009-11-08T14:52:00.002+08:00

class outing was a blast! :) hope all of you enjoyed the stuffs we planned. ah, i had so much fun.
bunch of people playing in the water = even more fun. ahaha!

monday blues, yet again.

2009-11-07T07:25:00.002+08:00

regret falling asleep. AHHH! I shall never sleep at odd timings again because I can never wake up - until i'm satisfied. lol. god, i'm supposed to finish PT -.- Apologies to the 10 people who talked to me, but I never replied!

Oh well. What's nicer than breakfast at 7:30am? Answer: PT! :D

Can't wait for class outing :)

2009-11-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

:) SATURDAY. I really can't wait.

that feeling again. my heart's gonna pounce out. it's that friggin feeling that will always lead to bad endings >.< see, the first cut is the deepest (Sheryl Crow). I can't agree more.

hopefully the girls' night out will happen, i miss them :( and of course - Nis, preeease drive us around? HAHA.

2009-11-01T20:39:00.004+08:00

interesting things to blog about today! :D

first, confession: i regretted not going to the halloween party w Joops. Regret.. Reget!!!

She came back with a piece of ham on her face + xtremely horrible dark circles + glow-in-the-dark vampire teeth? HAHAH.

second, OMGosh! Lady Gaga followed my twitter back. love you Gaga! <3>

oh and not forgetting my very interesting homework =\

2009-10-30T01:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNAILIE!! <3

We can watch M18 shows together now :D
I'm happy today, don't know why.

However, the nights have been scary these 2 days. First, it was a crazy woman chasing me in my dreams. She apparently freaked the hell out of me, which explains the extreme heart thumping and cold sweat. The second time (last night), woman in red had a huge hole in her body like a huge drill went through her, she fell dead in front of me. WTH?! -.-

Not looking forward to tonight's dream. Ah.

(SNSD FOR LIFE - The more I watch, the deeper I fall)

2009-10-28T01:40:00.004+08:00

Chocolate Love <3!

I love them to bits & pieces, oh and my random brain~

-open up my eyes to things unseen; break my heart for what breaks Yours.

2009-10-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

here comes the weekend,
but filled with stuffs to do.
here comes the time,
that i just feel so sick of school.

ahahah!! >_< still can't shake of the lazy holiday mood. staring at the tutorials but there's no magic pen to do it for me. Ah.

This week's GA episode was fantastic, was entirely sitting on the edge of my chair. Xtremely tensed & intriguing. Now I realize the importance of mandatory basics.

2009-10-20T15:20:00.003+08:00

thanks for the birthday gifts everyone! :) sweetest bunch of people ever! & also, thanks class for the birthday songggg :D

birthday surprise was darn good. although embarassing, but i had the time of my 18 years of life. besttttt birthday ever! to all those sneaky people who organized the birthday surprise, i AM really surprised. Lol, thanks so much girls <3

first 2 days of school, and i already feel draggy >_< eeks, brain's about to sign a divorce with my head.

2009-10-15T01:27:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday, Atiqah! <3 :)

thanks for the advanced birthday e-card, god-grandma! it was so sweet, it made me cry :'(
finally motivated to pack my notes and arrange everything for the coming semester. it's done. how am i feeling? scared, nervous, worried, super duper annoyed (because i forgotten everything). ahhh. Who wants to bet that i'll not do anything about it? HAHAHA!

Have a lil faith, dear heart of mine.

2009-10-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

9 days left for both good & bad to come :( & :)
hope for a good surprise, yea gayu? waahaha.

@hks - we should put a camera in front of us during a horror movie. LOL!!

2009-10-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

"JooYu♥ says:
*u very good at diverting my subject huh
*no wonder i love you so much
*HAHA"

that is my hidden talent, joops. HAHAHA! :) aww, thanks for the sweet compliment.
& B, i'm not gonna treat you :)

school's starting very soon. the modules next sem seems fun though. PLEASE BE FUN. I'm gna lie to myself that it's fun. Finally, my beloved chemistry is coming back :D

2009-09-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

:D sentosaa! became a lobster, even lips got burnt. woooo, love the sun.

tired.

2009-09-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

wanted to sleep early, but ended up waking after 20 minutes. had a nightmare. wasn't really a nightmare, but it was to me. dreamt that grandma said "hurry, show me your picture. i might forget you in 2 years " in dialect.

cried in my dreams, and was awoken in tears. like a little girl, just that i don't run to my dad anymore. grandma, know that i miss you alot! :( i'll see you on sunday, don't forget me T_T

ah great, now i can't go back to sleep anymore -.-

2009-09-25T17:49:00.002+08:00

results... just 1 word - blessed. although i expected a little more, but whatever, it's already fixed :) thank god for whatever happened, happening & will happen. I got that whole mixed up feeling. To be honest, i felt sad when i saw it dropped. But I heard and saw something else that happened, and it led me to that 1 word (blessed). I guess men will never be satisfied, but when you see someone fall hard, you'll thank god that you're still standing on your feet.